Wake up

as i wake up and realize that yet again the seemingly endless experiences that i went threw where only in my head. that my dreams are the mental envisioning of how my i wanted my life to turn out and me a now fully awake is going to face a different less pleasing life. i go threw this everyday and each day it doesnt get any easier to just shake off what i just thought up. though if it may be as trivial as getting my dream girl or as heartfelt as helping making the world be better with one thunderous speech, its always hard to shake off and setting my foot forward towards the commencement of my day. yet i do each day know that none of those occurrences will happen anytime soon or ever, though i did come close once. the same even that took place in my dream remade it self at school but with a twist as always. instead of getting that warmth i had in my head the exact opposite happen and i just felt dumb for ever wanting something i knew i could never really obtain.

yeah...

i hate life that is all

OOOH

ok now back to politics. i hate cnn always starting shit in my opinion there mindless dribble about clinton this obama that who the hell cares i mean seriously. we all know Clinton(the women version) is just trying to slander obama name enough so that she herself can look better. oboma frank is highly repetitive he really bores me but is better then that cold hearted vixen Clinton. so i hope he wins today because i want to see hilary cry it would make my day :)

whoa my head hurts

what a strange weekend that was you know i should never take my friends seriously again. well i did get drunk and kinda got lost but i found my way back to my room and made a pack with this crazy stylish kid my (Will) never to drink again. it was pretty funny how he explained it to me "if you stop doing bad things ,like drinking and smoking then good things will probably happen to you" that kid should be yado or something.

Aint Life Grand

i find it kinda of funny that this week happens to be the worst week of my college career. i some how ended up in the same place in all my classes. basically i made this deal with my dad to not to have any C's during college and for some strange reason i pulled it off first semester and now well i bombed 4 exams in a period of 2 days so idk if i can pull it off this time around. thats not even the worst part of my week. so my friend calls me up last night at 2am disturbing my slumber and decides to plan an orgy yes an actual orgy in my room tomorrow. in my confusion i agreed to it now im screwed, since he is my best friend and i owe him a lot of money lol why do i find myself in these situation i cant stop fucking up for the life of me oh well.

Happy days

i was going to talk about something outrageous today but im felling kinda happy. so instead of disclosing more of my grievances out into the world i would like to share with you a funny music video.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nbgg3_0oUe0

could this be love.

hello there people hope your having an abysmal day like im having today if not then fuck you!!! well any way i was doing my daily glancing of magazines and i stumbled upon the 08 feb issues of GQ. so i flip a couple pages gok at a few pictures of modles , snip the newest polo cologne which by the way smells a lot like the last one. till i end up at the back of the mag then bam i read the articles of all articles. basically GQ bashining onLou Dobbs our how ever he spells his name. they call him racist amongst other this due to his stance on immigration. it occurred to me while i was reading this that what does GQ even know about immigration besides what they here from people like Lou Dobbs. this made me chuckle. i guess there are people like me out there after all us angry people sick of seeing people in power bashing the little guy.

Isuues

ok sorry i haven't been keeping up with this but you know i actually have a life. so ok here is the thing in recent days i have been watching the news and the only thing all the major networks even talk about any is : !.super delegates which i think are Nazis 2.Hillary Clinton 3.barrack Obama
4. some random shit that incorporates 1-3 or my favorite 5.random shit that they know we will forget about which i have .

is there something up i mean really. people are freaking out about bush busting a move in Africa instead of worrying about the issues at hand. that we really don't know what is going on anymore. even with those the media venues we have i mean come on does anyone know what exactly is going on with the U.S any more. people are getting poorer jobs are getting harder to get and really can somebody tell that college will really help me in the long run cause it doesn't look like it to me any more. it once did but im not so certain what future i will have if this continues.

the beginning

ok hello everyone todays is my first day so i like to get a few things clear i hate almost everybody and every thing on tv. people tend to irritate me like crazy and yes i am republican but i hate mccain he is a joke like no other. whew that was a doosy now that i have gotten those things out i like introduce myself my name is mystery. i would tell y'all my real name but the constant fear of pedifiles lurking amongst the internets have caused me not too. i will be just post what i think of random news worthy or unworthy events that i hear every day. so correct me if u heard it differently or if u think I'm completely absurd i would like to prove you wrong and maybe if I'm lucky make you cry :)